| Saturday, June 23rd, 2007 |
| 5:38 pm |
yeah....
Green Goblin: Spider Man. This is why only fools are heroes… because you never know when some lunatic will come along with a sadistic choice. Let die the woman you love... or suffer the little children. Make your choice, Spider Man, and see how a hero is rewarded. Spider Man: Don't do it, Goblin. Green Goblin: We are who we choose to be... now choose! yeah thats about how it is. Current Mood:  melancholy |
| Sunday, April 2nd, 2006 |
| 11:33 pm |
Wrestlemania.
Im tired as all hell but i have to say i loved and enjoyed this years wrestlemania. that is all. Current Mood:  sleepy |
| Wednesday, October 26th, 2005 |
| 12:05 am |
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy bday to me!!! thats right timbo my son you hit it on the head it is my bday. call me, message me, show a brotha some love! Current Mood:  ecstatic |
| Saturday, August 6th, 2005 |
| 10:55 am |
What may be a long weekend for me.
for the first time in my life i do feel helpless. my cat has been crying and generaly making us all think that something is wrong with her. we just chalked it up to her being her. well today she came in my room licking her lips over and over making me think that maybe she had a hair in her mouth. but i thne notice her jaw is off center. maybe she had a stroke my mom says. we then notice as she does this wierd fall over and twist thing on the rug. but then she gets up and walks to her food dish. my mom says we need to monitor her and make an intelligent decision monday. this frightens me because that intelligent decision may be to put her down. now i realize is like a hundred years old in people years and all but i cant stand the thought of nothhaving my kitty. i sit here writing this not knowing what to think with tears in my eyes. Current Mood:  worried |
| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:14 pm |
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| Thursday, January 13th, 2005 |
| 4:14 pm |
The smelll if victory.
ever thought all along that you were capable of doing something if you were able to show and prove you were able to? well i now know what that feeling is like! today after months even a year of clamoring for my chance to prove that i can be a lead i was able to run the entire shift today under the managers scrutiny. what happned? I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS BITCH! now she has something to think about. you know i wish i had a celebatory joint right now. damn it feels good! damn it feels good! Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: Gwen Stefani, "Bubble Pop Electric" |
| Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 |
| 4:26 pm |
Feeling...............
I stood outside just a minute ago. i stood on my porch and watched as the clouds began to drift by. the only sounds were the distant sounds of traffic from the freeway. i was peaceful and for a moment it felt as if i was at peace and drifting away with those clouds. how i wish. Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Saturday, December 25th, 2004 |
| 10:36 am |
Merry Xmas
Merry Xmas to all of my friends here on my LJ. i know ill see most of you in the upcming day or so but i wanted to tell you all merry xmas from the bottom of my heart. Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Blink 182, "I Won't Be Home For Christmas" |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 10:17 am |
Interesting
What Will Thesource Get ?
| Xmas pressie predictor | | Big wooly jumper knitted by | finaltestament | | Pair of Socks from | colsanders | | Bottle of Whiskey from | ranamsaotome | | Cd from | kitsunessa | | Something Cuddly from | mikeysbabygirl | | Something Intoxicating from | reyrey | | Something Silly from | sano6128 | | Something Funny from | tekwrx | | Lump of coal from | aitsu | | Something Pretty from | ragingbigsexy | | Something Shiny from | jruleucla1 | | Something Naughty from | triple_g | | Something Smelly from | shinsetsukun | | Something Breakable from | sano6128 | | Something Useful from | aitsu | | Something not useful from | reyrey | | The Black and Decker Tool Kit from | shinsetsukun | | Livejournal account from | colsanders | | The Make-up Bag from | mikeysbabygirl | | Stack of DVDs from | finaltestament | | Something Geeky from | ranamsaotome |
Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: The Killers, "Smile Like You Mean It" |
| Friday, December 3rd, 2004 |
| 12:35 am |
A Hole.................
The hole starts out small. So small you can simply climb out with ease it is just a step. but soon you find yourself deeper and deeper until you need to grab onto various roots to climb out. but soon you find yourself in a hole so deep that the sun is nothing more than a small speck at the top of what has grown from a hole into a pit. this is where i find myself. in a hole that i have dug so deep for myself i question if there is any actual escape for me now. i lie awake at night wondering why and what i am doing. i ask myself questions all of the time and i seem to have more questions than i do answers. it used to be that all the questions i had there were always answers. now? they are not there. its like being in a box that gets smaller and smaller and begins to run out of air. how much longer before that boxes crushes me? or drains all of my air and leaves me gasping for more? everything i care about foolishly or not seems to leave me and kill me inside. somedays i feel as if i am a zombie living life through the motions. the only thing that seems to bring me a tingle of joy is my wrestling. but in truth what is there for me? what the fuck am i doing with my life? why did it turn out like this? why do i see myself hoping i fall asleep and embrace the darkness and stay there? even as i figure out answers more questions arise and the pit becomes deeper and deeper until the earth itself seems to swallow you. the fires and demons seem to begin to nip at my heels the deeper my hole gets. and i am forced everyday to pull myself up and out of bed to face another day and for what reason? deeper and deeper the hole gets..................... Current Mood: worriedCurrent Music: The Doors, "The End" |
| Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 |
| 11:32 am |
A Special Thanks..........................
Thank you to everyone who either shared my birthday with me or sent me birthday wishes. I cant say how much i appreciate it all. Noah: for being the first one to call and tell me so. Rey Rey: for being the first one to post it on my LJ and then posted it on yours. Jimmy and alan: my slaves. jimmy for calling me and alan for leaving me a blasphemous message. Joe, Tim, Nick, Terry, David: for TGIFridays. man thats always good times. Nessa: for leaving me a message as well. thanks girl. Marc: for sending along a happy birthday. get better soon bro. thank you all of you from the bottom of my heart. you guys are the best friends a guy could ever ask for. oh and thank for the DVD joe. im gonna watch it today. peace yall im out ill see ya at terrys. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Juvenille, "Whats Up" |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 12:36 am |
BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats right it is now officially my birthday!!! ::waits for presents:: ::waits for his slaves, jimmy and alan, to dance in honor:: just kidding yall. i am about to sleep then do the family thing but im free if anyones got ideas. thanks to noah and rey rey for being the first two to recognize. im out like shout. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: Ja Rule f. Fat Joe and Jadakiss, New York(100 Guns 100 Clips |
| Wednesday, October 13th, 2004 |
| 6:15 pm |
Guess whos back?! Back Again. Michaels Back........now stop! pajama time!
wassup my people?!!? yeah i know its been quite the while but i have returned. i had to get rid of AOL then i had to get it back so i could pull all the homies off my buddy list and nab all my websites. so soon i will only have AIM. work has been whipping my ass lately. 6 days every week and just crazy naw what i mean?! so ill be stopping by terrys fri to see team america! whooohoooo puppet sex! well yall ill see ya later. oh and coming up will be that other 2 top 25 lists i promised. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Fabulous, "Breathe" |
| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 |
| 10:51 am |
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| Sunday, June 20th, 2004 |
| 12:57 am |
Dead on my feet......
Today caps on of the most tiring days ever in my short wrestling career. first off i got to AWS at about 11 and found out larry was not staying. so we set up all the equipment and then he left. so i did commentary along with my old pal diablo. things went great as did all of the backstage promos. now the main event i cannot even explain. for those who do not know it was El Canek against Mil Mascaras. words cannot explain how i felt during this match. it was phenominal to be a part of. it is one of those once in a lifetime things. i am just honored to be a part of it. afterwards we tore down i got both of the legends autographs and we took all the stuff to larry. why? because it was then on to PWG. so we get there and joey ryan tell me i have been promoted from door security to door man because the door girl was not going to be there. so after all of that the show ended and i basically did security until the end. so here i am, tired, dead on my feet and ready to collapse. peace im out for some much needed sleep. oh and PS STREAMERS ARE FOR FAGGOTS!!!!!! Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Lynard Skynard, "Freebird" |
| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 |
| 11:12 am |
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| 11:54 am |
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| 10:45 am |
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| Saturday, February 7th, 2004 |
| 9:16 pm |
Just a little convo................
Ok i worked 8 hours today, my head is killing me but i need to get this whole thing off my chest. so bear with me and give me your opinions. Indy Scene: now for those of you who still want to go to the UPW show i am still wanting to go and i will. i am also trying to go to the PWG show on that following sunday. so anyone who wants to let me know. WWF: ok it is time for something i never do but i plan on doing a lot more. it will be my update on what i will think is going to happen. now i am sure with wrestlemania XX looming at hand the rumors i am sure are running rampant by now. well i am here to put all those rumors to rest and give you the truth behind what will happen between now and the big one. so lets start with the smackdown ppv no way out. now this is a huge ppv and i expect a lot of surprises to come of it. where should we start? well how about with the three way match between kurt angle, the big show and john cena. do not expect any surprises here because i full expect kurt angle to walk away from this match as the number one contender. why? because at XX it will be john cena taking the united states title from the big show finally. john cena is being built up as the next champion and the fans love him. time to put some gold around his waist. speaking of gold it is time for my biggest and boldest prediction. next sunday at no way out eddie guerrero, latino heat, will............WIN the world heavyweight title from brock lesnar. now i love brock and all but eddie is my people you know? look this is what will happen. with goldberg sitting ring side he will interfere in the match costing brock the title thus setting up the brock and goldberg match at XX and angle and guererro. now i dont care what anyone says but eddie has earned his title reign. as does the man who will win the heavyweight title at XX chris benoit. yes benoit will beat triple h or he will beat shawn michaels and win the world heavyweight title. this will cause a huge fall out because this will make randy orton have his title push. because randy orton will make triple h is next target and will have the world title by the end of the year. it will happen because after triple h loses the belt he will show his respect for benoit which will throw orton into fits and orton and batista will break away from evolution. so there you go. post your thoughts or comments. Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Timbaland and Magoo. "Indian Flute" |
| Monday, January 26th, 2004 |
| 2:00 pm |
Finally..................The Source posts!!!!!!!
yes yes i know it has been a long time but i have decided to finally post again. why have i not posted in so long? well a various number of reasons. let us start with the fact that i was without my dsl for quite awhile for a number of reasons. in the end it got me a new dsl and a nice connection so im cool. my holidays went well spending time with the family is always good as is spending time with the fellas. then i got my best christmas present as i went and saw my rose not long before new years. it was great to stay so near to her and be able to see her so much. she really is the love of my life. but lets talk about the other love of my life...........Wrestling. now lets focus on the one high part of the royal rumble. now i am a goldberg fan yes but i am a huge brock lesner fan. so you can imagine my happiness when brock ran in that ring and F5'D the shit out of goldberg. twas truely a moment. but let us talk about what is truly bringing me happiness right now...........INDY WRESTLING. on friday night went to a show in south gate with nick, jimmy, tim and my homie kevin. saw the return of kaos and a brutal hardcore match and had some great heat. but saturday and sunday were quite possibly the best matches i have seen in a long time. the PWG tag team tango and cash invitational was the weekend. some of the teams were amazing pairing, from the double dragons(american dragon and super dragon) to chris hero and cm punk, to the fallen angel christopher daniels and the messiah to the new age gangstas homicide and b-boy and all the others the card was solid. i will update more later right now i need to take a shower. bye bye yall. Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: G Unit, "Poppin Them Thangs" |
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